Another Ladder to Climb

Creative Energy has GOT to go somewhere, I've noticed.
While still in school I've literally vowed to keep up my slacker life style, but life has its own plans.
Without all the time in the world to do all the things that didn't need to be done, I've been forced to climb yet another ladder, while it may seem like a better ladder than prior ones, I still start at the very bottom.
Times have really changed, back then I really wondered what the hell I was suppose to do with my free time, now its down to wondering where my free time actually went. I don't think that people can change from who they are, but situation and environment bend us to who we will become. Fight it, and you will snap.
I can only hope that adaptation will show its head once time and experience finished beating me with big sticks.
So far, my year sucks, really really hard, and while futile, I'm still waiting for my Hollywood twist and make things all better.

